The Hoochy Mamas on my Train

I ride the metrolink train to work.  The majority of my fellow commuters from the Inland Empire (also known as "The 909") are women who work in jobs at large corporations, city, county, state, and federal jobs in downtown L.A.  A sizeable percentage of them dress not as if they were on the way to work.  They dress as if they were on the way to a bar looking for someone (a guy) to take them home.

Call me old-fashioned.

Well, it's not just me.  Mercifully, my employer frowns on such attire, so I'm not exposed to such (un)dress (along with 9 inch stilletto heels, and tattoos in embarassing places) in my workplace. 

I've often wondered why women dress like that when they're at work, or shopping at Target.  Now I know why.  While reading an essay by Slavo Zizek, I ran across this link to an article by his colleague, Susan J. Douglas.  She points out uncomfortable data and statistics that would stop Rush Limbaugh in his tracks. 

Speaking of Rush, Jay Leno said somethig awsome last night: "Rush Limbaugh got married this weekend.  His fourth marriage.  She's 30, and he's 59.  You know what that means?  When she's 40, he'll be with his 7th wife!"

Stuck in the mud of Iraq

I just finished reading The Gamble, Thomas Ricks' second book about the debacle--I mean the Iraq War-- that we are stuck in.  I'm glad I read the second book.  I read the first book, Fiasco--essentially Part I--a year ago; quite a while after it came out.

For the sub-title to Fiasco, the first book, Ricks should have written "In which I--a pro-military Republican--detail how badly Bush, Cheney, Wolfowitz, and Rumsfeld have fucked up the Middle East".

I have really enjoyed both books, and cannot recommend them enough.  My perception--not my opinion--but my image of who I think Ricks is has changed from the frist page of Fiasco to the last page of  The Gamble.  When I grabbed Fiasco and started reading it, I assumed that Ricks is a classical Morrow-style reporter who is liberal in his personal views (the inevitable consequence of having both a functioning brain and heart) who none-the-less adheres to his journalistic duty to be objective.  Apparently, a lot of flag-waving morons out there have their own version of that belief: he's a no-good liberal commie pinko bastard.  At least said offending right-wingers admit that haven't actually read his book, before proceeding to crucify him. 

Well, that's ironic.

In the last 2 chapters of The Gamble, written during the 2008 election cycle, Ricks fires both barrels at anti-war liberals inside and outside the U.S. Government.  Apparently he's pissed at Obama for being against the war.  He does rightly point out that it's easy to run for president on a campaign promise to withdraw from Iraq next week, but once you're in office you realize that you're stuck with Bush's war.

So, let me axe you a question, Bubba:  what exactly would you expect a Democrat running for president to say during the 2008 election??? 

Just curious.

Ricks rips into a bunch of Democrats for not supporting the military, who were (are) over there, bleeding and dying in Iraq.

As opposed to the dumbass NeoConservative Republicans who sent them over there to die.

Ricks points his ire at Moveon.org's September 2007 "General Petraeus or Betray Us?" ad as the most egregious example of stupid liberals accusing a good, decent honest American patriot of treason, without knowing the facts.

Here's the problem, Tom Ricks: at the time that Moveon.org put the ad in the paper, we were at a point in American history where the White House and the Pentagon had planned, initiated, and bolloxed up an unnecessary, unjustified war.  I mean--come on--you, yourself flat out say that in the first half of Fiasco.  By the time Petraeus sat down in front of the senators to testify, there were already 4,000 deaths--all in a war sold to us as necessary to keep Saddam Hussein from getting The Bomb.

After 4 years of "the government" lying to us, and getting a lot of 19 year olds killed, could you really expect the American public to believe some dude we never heard of--in a uniform decked out with ribbons and awards--to tell us the truth?

At the time, I too was convinced that the surge wouldn't work.  Okay, so the surge worked.  Even so, Ricks himself says in The Gamble that even though the incomepetent generals and admirals who organized and started the war got shoved aside (retired, fired, or promoted up into a position where they can't do any more harm) , and the new, younger, hipper, cooler studs with better ideas (Sean McFarland, Dave Petraeus, Dave Kilcullen et al) initiated a style of warfare that kept us from getting our ass kicked out of Iraq, that country is still a mess.  The best case scenario in Iraq is that we leave 10 or 20 years from now, and they don't get into bed with Tehran.

In plain English, while we have re-learned (Ricks details in Fiasco how there are hundred year old books on counter-insurgency, written by the French and others-- that our military ignored because--you know--we're Americans, so we're smarter than everybody else) how to fight insurgencies, the long-term problem of "fixing" Iraq (the Iraq that we broke) is not going away. 

I find myself in the embarassing position of admitting that my wife was right, back then.  She said that we can't just pack up, and leave Iraq.  We made a mess, and have to take responsibility for it.  I wanted us to pull out, and leave the Iraqis to kill each other at will.  Having read both of Ricks' books, I can see why my wife was right.

Shit.  My 5 year old son could graduate from high school in 2023, and go off to fight and die in Iraq.

The Hairy Beast of Claremont

Well, I have to hand my crown and title of the Hairiest Beast of Claremont over to the little guy who crossed paths with me this weekend.  Went hiking Sunday at Claremont Wilderness Park, to see if the Black Swifts are back, this summer.  Not yet--if at all.  I have been searching the skies above the trail extensively in the afternoons on various days between 4:00 and 6:15 p.m.

I might need to arrive only at 6:00 p.m., and hang out until sundown.  But then again, maybe they just didn't come back, at all.  Hm...

On the way back down the trail I saw somebody staring at something on the ground.  Assuming it was a frog, I stooped, and found out it was a California Tarantula. 

The photo does not do him justice.  He was a biggie.

Rocket scientist that I am, I had left the Blackberry in the car, because there's no reception.  Now I had no camera.  Fortunately, a ladies' hiking club came cruising by, and asked me what I was looking at.  One of them took the picture with her Blackberry.

Monday I took the kids to San Pedro to look for the Belcher's Gull.  Met Charlie Walker, who said that now he thinks it's a Black-tailed Gull--which would be a nice California bird  (A bird that I have never seen in California, before.  I have seen them in China).  The last 100 yards of the hiking trail down the sea cliffs was too much for my 4 year old and 5 year old.  That, and the lack of toilets and a water fountain made me decide that I wasn't going to torture my kids just so that I could see a bird.  We abandoned ship.  I'm not losing sleep over my decision, though: the gull was flying in every day to a seal carcass that has probably been carried away by the tide, and is no longer there to attract the bird.  C'est la vie.

A Terrible Loss: my friend Roger Higson is gone.

Got off the train last Friday, and decided to check my bird emails real quick, before getting into the car. Boy am I sorry I did that. There was an email from Howard King informing the Inland County Birding email list that Roger Higson had died the night before.

I want to write a flowing, articulate tribute to him, but I just keep shutting down, every time I start. For once, I'm at a loss for words.

Roger was an unrepentant Englishman. By that, I mean that he filtered the world through a post-colonial 1960s British worldview. On top of that, as a trained scientist educated in both astronomy and biology, he had the scientist's habit of addressing errors directly.

If he saw something that he disagreed with, he didn't pussyfoot around it--he just said what was on his mind. His motto should have been "Damn the torpedoes, full steam ahead."

Every once in a while I would call him on the weekend, and engage him in an hour-long conversation in which we would ridicule The Birding Establishment.  We were of a like mind: we took pride in ourselves for getting locked out of the Birding Elite because of our big mouths.  It was a badge of honor that we both wore proudly.

There were times when I disagreed with him, but even then I understood why he believed what he was saying. He lived a hard life. Why somebody who grew up in a cold, damp, soggy country went to the opposite extreme of living in Hell on Earth (Blythe in July can be described in no other manner) where he taught science is unfathomable to me.

Why anybody would want to teach math or science in any American public school is a mystery to me. Before I met my wife--who is working towards her credential as a math teacher--I had begun the application process to get a teaching credential, and I said, "Forget about it!" I had a strong science background, with years of experience working in various branches of radiology, along with my personal passion for field biology (birds, herps, insects, marine organisms), so I felt that I would have made a good science teacher. Roger may have talked a lot of smack over the years on his blog about drooling students and their idiot parents, but he walked the walk. He stayed in the teaching profession in areas of agricultural, rural poverty. Even after getting stabbed by one of his students.

So, we had a cantankerous English immigrant teaching science to rural poor, Hispanic immigrants in the hottest part of the country. To add to his misery, he had to compete for his students' minds with religious fundamentalists who battled him over topics like evolution.

Recently, one hot summer evening--on the way home from a lightning quick trip to Southeast Arizona, where I had chased some bird--I got off the 10 and stopped at Roger's house in Blythe. I only wanted to say "hi" but wound up sitting for hours. The conversation start with birds and birding locations, but it soon went all over the place. It was the kind of conversation you can only have with a highly educated, well-traveled Renaissance man.

That's what saddens me the most: the fact that I won't be able to do that, again.

Three Dancers, Two Godwits, and a Lizard

Saturday mid-day--while getting the girl ready for her dance recital--got an email telling me that there were two Hudsonian Godwits at the Piute Ponds--a nature preserve on Edwards Air Force property in the desert 105 miles from my house.  Same piece of land has the dry lake bed where the Space Shuttle lands.
Great.
I have been birding since 1992, and this is only the second time that Hudsonian Godwits have appeared in any part of Southern California--and the last one was last year: a bird that stayed in the L.A. River for 15 minutes; flying away before anybody had a chance to chase it.  When that happened last summer, I assumed that it would be another 18 years before the next Hudsonian Godwit appears, not 9 months.
Well, I thought, maybe they'll be there, tomorrow.
As a matter of fact, they were!
Whew; what a relief.
The only other Hudsonian Godwit I've ever seen was one April in Texas, many years ago.
After leaving the Air Force base, I hauled the kids to Galileo Hill, an oasis even deeper in the desert.  Didn't see a lot of birds--although the Olive-sided Flycatcher was a year bird (how depressing is that?), but got killer looks at the Desert Spiny Lizards out doing push-ups.  A few hours earlier at the same spot, Steve had found an American Redstart and a Kentucky Warbler, but we didn't find either of them.
Oh, well.  The Hudsonian Godwits will have to do.

The Beauty Queen of Fargo and the Hungarian Secret Police

Got to USC yesterday, and turned on my computer.  USC's homepage came up, and I saw that Roxana Saberi--the American reporter who was imprisoned by the Iranian secret police for writing a book about the Islamic Republic--was the guest speaker at a noon lunch conference open to the public.  Had to go check that out.  Got there, and discovered that she was a beautiful, tiny woman with one of those exotic faces that you can't place.  She looked very Eurasian, and I attributed that to her being Iranian.  I know that starting from Iran, going north and east, there are lots of Mongolic ethnic groups like Hazaras, Tajiks, Turkmen, etc with almond-shaped eyes.

A young Asian (Chinese? Korean?) girl sat down next to me, and while we both spread mayonnaise on the free box lunches they were passing out, she gushed, "Oh, she's so beautiful!  She's half-Japanese, half-Iranian!  She was Miss North Dakota!"  The girl trembled with joy while ogling her hero.

Interesting.

I assumed that the young Asian girl was glad to see that here was an Asian girl who was world famous for being a daring reporter--hence her overenthusiasm.  Later on, I found out that the gushing girl is a journalism professor.  Whoa, slow down there, pardner.

So, after the usual introduction where the Vice President in Charge of Paperclips introduces the Associate Dean of Hawaiian Reindeer Milking--who in turn actually introduces the guest--Roxana started.  She had a bunch of loose sheets of paper, and a book with a ridiculous number of post-it notes sticking out between the pages.  Her voice was pleasant, but weak.  We strained to hear her, despite the polite silence that reigned the room.  She shuffled papers while rambling on with an autobiography accompanied by PowerPoint slides from her childhood to her college years. 

It turned out that her Japanese mother met her Iranian father in Iran, and they moved to the U.S., where Roxana and her brother were born.  She grew up in North Dakota, and while going to college in Minnesota, the Miss Fargo beauty pageant only had three contestants, and somebody begged her to be number four.  They needed bodies.  Not only did she win, but with her piano-playing skills she worked all the way up to the Miss America contest which she didn't win, but did get a bunch of good college scholarships that let her go get a second Masters Degree at Cambridge.

Now I started to become impressed.

Then she got to the part where she wanted to be a reporter, and instead of winding up in a French-speaking country as planned, she wound up in Iran, speaking bad Farsi with an American accent.

Once she started talking about her work in Iran, she became a different person.  The shy girl from Fargo was replaced by a world-traveling reporter.  The change in her facial expression, tone, and demeanor was remarkable. 

Then she got to the part about the morning when someone rang her doorbell, and it was the Iranian Secret Police, who hauled her off to the infamous prsion for political enemies of the Islamic Republic.

Okay, now you're talking my language.

Growing up in Los Angeles, I heard a lot of stories from my parents about life in Stalinist-era Hungary.  Even after the end of the Stalinist Rakosi era, the Communist government under Kadar had to keep the Soviets happy, which of course resulted in having a society where people mistrusted their neighbors and coworkers.  Police especially were not to be trusted.  Besides occasionally catching burglars, their real job was to frighten the citizenry.  I remember when I was a little boy in the 70s, and we flew from L.A. to Frankfurt, and took a train to Budapest.  As the train rolled through the Austrian countryside, every mile that it got closer to the Hungarian border i.e. the Iron Curtain, the more fidgety my mom (who snuck out of Hungary without permission in 1964), and other Hungarians on the train got.  When the Hungarian Border Patrol (Hatar Orseg) boarded the train, my mom's hands trembled as she handed them our U.S. passports.  At this point in history, the Communists were not interested in ruining relations with the U.S. by arresting some middle-aged house-wife, but Mom wasn't convinced.  Too many of our relatives or in-laws had wound up in concentration camps after World War II.

When I went to college in Hungary in the 80s--when none of us knew that 5 years from now the whole Eastern Bloc would implode--as an American citizen I had to put up with annoyances and limitations on my personal freedoms that nobody in the U.S. would ever tolerate.  Among my Hungarian classmates, I didn't talk about my family history, or express opinions about the government.  I didn't know who was a member of the KiSz--the Hungarian Communist Youth Association, or who was a good old-fashioned stool pigeon. 

I used to commit an illegal act on a regular basis, when the Communists were in power: I would sell my U.S. Dollars on the black market for a far better price than the official exchange rate.  It was a win-win.  I got a better price, and Hungarians got forbidden Western currency.  One morning, a guy in a suit & tie rang my bell.  I answered it, and he showed me his police i.d.

Oh shit.  They've come to arrest me for selling my dollars on the black market.  They're going to imprison me, then kick me out of the country.  I was trapped on the second floor, and my aprtment was at the end of the hallway. 

He asked me to step outside.

I complied. 

I looked around, and the neighbor's door was open. Great.  My neighbor was a hard-core alcoholic.  There were mornings when the way I went to class was to step over him, because he was asleep outside his aprtment door--key in one hand, empty bottle in the other.  Now he gets to watch the cops haul me away.

The cop says, "We are from the Burglary Division.  We are searching your neighbor, Andras Peterdi's home, to look for stolen goods.  We need a civilian witness."

Later on that day, I changed my underwear.

That's one of many stories.  One classmate--a Communist rat-fink asked me if I was a CIA agent.  I had an uncle who worked at a government ministry, and his job was to guard the Japanese copy machine, to make sure that no one used it to print anti-government propaganda.

So, I know how Roxana felt.  Once she started talking about the details of her imprisonment, I started to feel really sorry for her.  I could see on her face that she was re-living those days, as if it was happening right now.  I wanted to hug her and tell her, "You're okay.  You're okay.  It's all over."

She talked about her fellow political prisoners who are still in that prison, and showed us her hand-drawn maps of where she thinks her cell was, and the set-up when they would interrogate her.  They would haul her,blindfolded, into a room, and have her sit with her back to a group of anonymous men who would ask her questions, and then not let her answer, while they accused her of being an American spy.

Besides Iranian citizens who protest the totalitarian regime, there are three Berkeley students who were hiking near the Iranian border, and were taken prisoner by Iranian border guards who think that any American on the Iranian border has to be a spy.

I miss Sergeant-Major Gatewood.  He was a Green Beanie who really did hang out on the Iranian border.  He was the real Rambo, and they never would have caught him. 

It is precisely the close-minded attitude of the Iranian government that is discussed in a fascinating book by Lee Harris that I am reading right now titled The Suicide of Reason.  The subtitle indicates that it is a book about Radical Islam's threat to The West i.e. wolld peace, but the book is far more complicated, nuanced, and deeper than that.  The writer lives in a place called Stone Mountain, Georgia, and a place name like that combined with the author's WASP name convinced me that I had already figured out what the author and the book were all about.  Resorting to stereotypes, I assumed that the author is one of those conservative Southerners who still can't get over having lost the Civil War.  He's probably a Christian Fundamentalist who hates Muslims and Arabs.

I started reading the book, just to see what a Fox News Channel Idiot Lee Harris is, and discovered that the book deals with deep philosophical and historical issues.  His ideas are lucid, sophisticated, and clearly not the product of some guy who sits in his mountain-top cabin whittling wood and oiling his gun.  I never heard of him until a week ago, but he must be a history or philosophy professor.

I'm only 100 pages into the book, but so far he hasn't gotten to Islam, or the Arab World as a target of vitriol.  Instead, he reviews world history, running it through various filters of sociology, biology, psychology, physiology, Darwin, Max Weber, Capitalism, Hitler, Goebbels, Marxism, The Enlightenment, and Tribalism.  His premise is that in our modern Western Society we have become fat and lazy, and don't remember that our grandparents worked their asses off, and fought wars to make the world the way it is.  This is in opposition to tribal units of people like Muslims in the Thrd World (but he lists a lot of others, like South American Communists) who have no desire to live in a big house with a swimming pool, and a Land Rover in the driveway.  They don't want iPhones, hate everything we stand for, and want to kill us.

So far, I only partially agree.  There are alot of people around the world who hate us.  Some of them run governments.  That said, there are also a lot of people in those countries who know better.  Some of them want to dance in a g-string on the beach in Miami, with a mojito in their hand.

That said, I think Harris makes a lot of really good points.  He makes so many intelligent observations in his book, that I wish it was required reading for U.S. military sergeants, officers, and Congressmen.  As for me, I want to go out to a bar with him, and talk until two in the morning.

The Lady on the Bus

So I was on the USC shuttle bus that carries employees from one campus to another, and I heard two ladies talking.  One of them had a familiar accent.  The other asked her, "So are you going to Hungary, to visit your aunt?"

There aren't a lot of Hungarians in L.A.  Well, there aren't a lot of Hungarians anywhere.  I did something I've never done before: I didn't introduce myself.  People who know me will be shocked.

I've had a couple of experiences lately with my fellow Hungarian immigrants that have left a bad taste in my mouth. 

I met this Hungarian guy who has two kids.  His kids are older than my kids, and he lives far away, so it's not like I was thinking that I want my kids to play with his kids, so that they can learn Hungarian.  I flat out told the guy that I would be interested in having coffee with him once a week, because weeks go by when I don't speak Hungarian with anybody.  That's all I wanted.  One November afternoon, when we were doing that, he mentioned that he and a bunch of other Hungarian parents were going to have Saint Nicholas--Mikulas--arrive on December 6th at the house.

The Catholic feast Day of Saint Nicholas is on December 6th, and he arrives bearing gifts--unless you've been a bad kid--in which case you find that a lump of coal has been left in your shoe.  When my brother was a kid in the height of poverty during the Stalinist 1950s, the orange that somebody brought him from Italy was a huge treat.  There is no Santa Claus on Christmas Eve in Europe: he's already long gone by the 24th.

I said, "Wow, that's great.  My kids have never participated in a Mikulas."  I suggested that it would be neat for my kids to learn this Hungarian tradition.  He gave me a "Yeah, sure" that I took at face value.  I waited a couple of days--not wanting to appear pushy, and brought up the Mikulas topic.

No response.

December 6th came and went, as did the 24th.  We didn't run across each other.  I didn't call him, he didn't call me.  The New Year arrived, and several rainy months later, it's Easter.

We haven't talked, or emailed. 

I was talking with a friend while walking down the street, yesterday, and I saw the Hungarian guy.  I pretended not to see him.  He drew closer, and I worked increasingly harder at not seeing him.  Finally, he said, "Hi, Tamash!!"  I gave him a "You're interrupting my conversation" look, barely acknowledged him with a slight raise of my eyebrows, and returned to my conversation without breaking my stride.

The truth of the matter is that he might not have any idea why I'm pissed.  The other possibility is that he didn't have control over the guest list, and didn't know how to tell me that.  Simple.  If the Mikulas was being held at someone else's house, he could have said something like "The other kids' mom can only handle 6 kids" or some other contrived excuse that makes it clear that it wasn't his choice. 

I would have beenokay with that.  Like I said, he lives really far away, and my kids are a different age from his kids.

I think the reason my feelings were so hurt was that I felt like he had told me "Hey I'm a member of this exclusive club, and you can't join."

There's another Hungarian guy I met recently, and I think in his case he's just so into his job, that he has no social life, at all, but I lumped him in with the other guy.

Then there was the Hungarian woman in Claremont who was with her husband.  Same story there.

There were two Hungarian guys at work at USC: both mathematicians.  They were nice. One moved back to Hungary, the other to Japan.

Here's the thing: I have other Hungarian friends who really are friends, not merely casual acquaintances.  people I can talk honestly with.  People I can trust. 

So, while I'm walking around, feeling sorry for myself, pissed off at my fellow Hungarians for being a bunch of elitist snobs, I already have what I want.  And what I need.

I need a new pair of cufflinks.  By weird coincidence, I was wearing my Hungarian coin cufflinks, that morning, when I ran across the lady on the bus.  My wife got me those cufflinks for my birthday, one year.  I had wanted to wear my Indian Head Penny cufflinks, but had chosen to wear the cufflinks made out of Hungarian 2 Forint coins from the Communist era, in order to let my wife know that I appreicate them.  I got off the bus, thinking to myself, "I am not introducing myself to that Hungarian lady."

Pling!  I looked around, and saw a golden coin rolling down the street.  Shit!  That's the 2 Forint coin off my left cufflink!  In the 80s you needed a 2 Ft coin to either (a) make phone call, or (b) use the public toilet.  I scrambled down the street, and grabbed the coin.  I have no idea which way the Hungarian lady went...